"To learn to succeed, you must first learn to fail."

-Michael Jordan-

Thursday, December 11, 2008

WASH YOUR HAND!!

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAARGH!!! I hate when someone talks too much!! Well, actually he doesn't talk. He ORDERS around!!! UUURGH!! Who am I talking about? Of course it's my stepdada!! I'm so...so...uuuurgh!!
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He's a nice person, I know. But sometimes....he drives me crazy!! He always tells me to wash my hand before I enter the kitchen. Okay, fine. I can do it. I know it's good for our health. Buuuuut...he tells me almost every minute, everyday!! Can you imagine how I felt? Oooh...come on...you can only tell me once and I'll remember. I'm good at remembering something. Even my friend said that. So, you don't need to tell me every time!! BUT!! He did that!! He can't stop talking. OOOOH!!! Please stop it.....

And what makes it worse is (uuurgh I don't want to remember it!!) if I walked out of the kitchen even just one step, he will repeat his order, "wash your hand". UUUURGH!!! He said that he's afraid of germ and bacteria that can make us sick. Okay!! That's his problem! NOT MINE!! I'm fine. I'm strong. And I'm perfectly healthy!! I also know how to take care of my life. I'm not a kid anymore.... Besides, being too clean is also not good for your health. Sometimes you NEED to be dirty to build your immune system. Also, germ is not only in the kitchen. It's EVERYWHERE!!! Even in the air we breathe!! Didn't he know that?

The other thing that annoy me is he always everything from outside! Y'know what I mean? No? Then I'll tell you! If we bought something like milk, chocolate, snack, cereal, or juice, he will take it and bring it to the bathroom. There, he will wash it up until he satisfied. After that, he will put the food in another container or just wrap it up in an aluminium foil. For example, when I bought M&M (at first, I didn't know anything about his habit!), I put it in refrigerator. When I want to eat it, I couldn't find it. I searched it and searched it several times. But when I almost give up, I found it!! Y'know where did I find it? It's wrap in aluminium foil!!! OMG!! OOORGH!!! I didn't touch my M&M after that!!

Since that day, I realized that he might have this
OCD Syndrome!! And it's so terrible. Everything from outside is dirty, dangerous, filthy, and harmful!! So, if we bought something, he will wash it up first and then put it in a new container. Also, if he found out that I don't wash my hand before drink or eat, he will wash that food or the bottle again after I left the kitchen!!

I wish he can stop this. It's miserable. And it annoys me a lot!! I don't hate him but I don't really like him either. And if this continue...I don't know what will happen.... Let's see!!!

Wednesday, December 10, 2008

Taiyou no Uta

Finally I watched Taiyou no Uta. It's a Japanese movie. Not a new movie, it was released at 2006. But it's a good sad movie.


Synopsis :

Kaoru is out almost every night playing and singing in front of the station. By day she sleeps, but every morning she sits by the window of her room to watch a young surfer, Koji Fujishiro who usually waits by a bus stop for his friends before they go surfing each morning. She develops a crush on him from afar.

One night, when she is playing as usual by the train station, she sees Koji. She leaves her guitar and runs after him, knocking him over when she finally catches up to him. She clumsily introduces herself. When her friend drags her home, they sit by Kaoru's window while they watch Koji meet his friends. Kaoru explains everything, and her friend notes that she probably goes to the same school as him, and offers to spy on him for her.

The next night she sits by the bus stop before going home, and plays a song. Koji arrives on his scooter. Both embarrassed, they start talking and Koji eventually promises to meet her and listen to her sing another night, at the start of the school holidays. When they meet up, another obnoxious street performer has taken her spot. Koji decides to take her to the city, where after seeing the sights, she starts playing in a square. A substantial crowd gathers to hear her sing. Afterwards they watch the ocean. Koji asks her out.

Their date, however, ends abruptly as the sun breaks out and Kaoru flees home. Koji is soon informed of Kaoru's condition and is set aback. For a while, Kaoru stubbornly refuses to see him, as if her misery would spread to him if they make contact. Remembering her passion to sing, Koji begins working slowly in order to help her compile her own debut single. Her father, out of concern, invites Koji over one night. At dinner, Koji reveals his plans for Kaoru's CD. As they walk home that night, the two begin to talk and Kaoru slowly realizes how much Koji truly cares for her. As her disease worsens, she loses feeling in her hand and is unable to play guitar. She assures Kōji that this will not change anything, that she still has her voice.

In the studio, she asks her family and friends to leave the room. She smiles and tells them that it will be better to wait for the CD to come out before they hear her song. They reluctantly leave the room and Kōji declares his belief that Kaoru will achieve happiness.

Time passes. As promised, Koji brings Kaoru to the beach to watch him surf. The protective suit she had left hanging for years is finally used. By now she is in a wheelchair. She complains that the suit is getting hot. With a painful expression that fades quickly, Kaoru's father tries to convince her that if she takes off the suit, it can't bother her anymore, that she could run around freely. She declines. With that, she struggles to stand up and limps weakly toward Koji. As she walks, she trips over the sand and Koji rushes to catch her. She catches herself at the last minute, revealing that it was a feint and giggles at his surprised face. Finally Kaoru is laid to rest in a coffin full of sunflowers. Koji, Kaoru's friends, and her family listen happily as Kaoru's CD is finally released. In a flashback Kaoru sings with passion; tears begin to fill her eyes as she finishes.

Koji rushes towards the waves, his mind replaying her voice.

(Taken from Wikipedia)

Well, it's another sad story. I'm sure Sanoel will say: "halah...another sad movie...you're favorite." FYI, my favorite movie is NOT a sad movie. I love action, comedy, adventure, etc. But since it's a good movie....I feel that I MUST watch it!!! HUH!!! Not because I love sad movie!! ^o^